OK. so i know my life has been in a constant state of confusion and apprehension for the future and you would think that in my quest to silence my worries and doubts, that i would make some sort of effort to find a decision. Even a tentative one. Instead, i have now added the idea of california to my long list of uncertainties. CALIFORNIA. sure, i love it. southern california takes a very high 2nd place on my list of foreseeable future places to live. Sarah is there with a brand new baby for me to keep a safe distance from. it's basically warm year round which is all i ask for out of life. but where did the idea come from???? it literally just popped into my head today while i was sitting at lunch with caroline. it's always been an option of course, but a long shot because, if i could move somewhere, it's going to be new york city, right? RIGHT?? (I'm actually asking here because now i have no idea) What is wrong with me?? I feel like i'm graduating from high school all over again instead of from college. so my current options are to

1.  Stay put.

2.  New York...and do...???

3.  California...and do...???

4.  Travel. 

hummm  maybe i can let all my stuff stay put, travel, and hopefully figure out what i should do...maybe i just answered my own question...

peace out yo!  gotta go look into some travel options :)